Macam - Macam Ameer!

Macam2 yang berlaku dalam kehidupan..kadang2 malas nak cerita atau share ngan sape2..sejak kebelakangan ini,saya byk bermain dgn emosi...antaranya cepat marah,cepat terasa dan cepat amik kisah dgn ape yg org cakap..kadang2 org terdekat dgn kita,nak marah,pastu naik hangin x tentu pasal dan emosi tak kena tempat serta tegur tak kena dgn situasi..haa,ape nak buat?jawapannya entah ape2 la..hanya saya sorang je yg tau siapa dia sbb saya tak pernah cinta..eh silap,cerita kat sape2 pun..sebut pasal cinta,semuanya berlaku dgn pantas..1 pergi,10 mari..tapi tetap ambik sorg je tau..hiks!kann..so dah tau sape orgnya?sorang pon x tau kann..

Ass mmg byk..maksud saya, assignment!nak dekat hujung2 ni mmg la byk bnd yg nak kene antar kann..byk sgt bebel pun bukannya bagus untuk blog nih..sbb kebanyakan blogger syok sendiri..me?oh no!bila la dapat balik kuantan? rindu bilik saya yg busuk, rindu org kuantan..oppsss!hiks!dan hiks lagi!Lepas ni nak sambung IPTA..dah pun pilih IPT itu,cume tunggu masa nak apply je..eh crite pasal assignment ckit,kuantan ckit,love ckit..knp sume ckit ni?yelah..kat fb kan dah ramai yg x leh tgk wall Ameer..yela,nk hide sana,hide sini dah penat,baik trus xley tgk..tak suke stalker yg extreme sampai sume bnd nak tahu..amik tahu ckit2 sudah la..ni dia pergi korek baik punya..eh silap,korek dalam2 sampai sume bnd xleh nak private..byk sgt ke bebel?adeh..bukan bebel..tapi Macam Macam Ameer! Kau ader?

Fobia Cinta - Nashrin

Jejakan kaki bagai tak terasa
Setiap kali lihat kau tersenyum mesra
Tapi hati masih tak berani lagi
Menghampiri

Denyutan jantung aku tergendala
Kerana hati aku berkata-kata
Jangan terkena untuk kali kedua
Kan sengsara

Bukan aku tak sudi bersama
Cuma diri tak sanggup terluka
Dulu terlalu percaya
Tak sangka aku mangsa
Fobia cinta

Kini kau datang tawarkan segala
Bulan dan bintang seluruh angkasa
Namun aku masih ragu-ragu jua
Tak terima

Bukan aku tak sudi bersama
Cuma diri tak sanggup terluka
Dulu terlalu percaya
Tak sangka aku mangsa
Fobia cinta
Entah bila akan dapat percaya semula
Oh manusia yang kata
Cintai mereka..
Adakah aku fobia cinta...

Denyutan jantung aku tergendala...

Nyanyian : Nashrin
Temui Nashrin di Central Market, Kuala Lumpur pada 12 Februari 2011 untuk
Jelajah Rock n Riuh Warner Music & ERA!

Ziarah Pusara Nenek

Welcome February! haha.. Pada 16 Januari yang lalu, Ameer, mami ngan daddy pergi melawat kubur arwah nenek di Mantin, Seremban kerana kami rindooo sangat kat nenek.. Menggunakan Lebuhraya LEKAS, kami sampai di sana kurang daripada 30 minit dari Kajang.. Upon reaching the destination, wahh dah biasa wat essay dlm english kan.. kitorg pun masuk la dalam kawasan tanah perkuburan iteww.. Senak rasa di perut sebab x mkn lagi.. eh silap, sebak rasa di dada kerna x sangka dah sebulan lebih beliau pergi.. Selepas berdoa dan sedekahkan Al-Fatihah, Ameer pun ada ambil gambar kubur tu.. Eh eh.. Bukan ke tarikh beliau meninggal pada 27 Nov 2010, tetapi tarikh yg tercatat di situ adalah 17 Nov 2010.. PADA SAYA, perkara ini tak boleh dimaafkan.. tak tahulah orang lain ok ke, x ok ke.. Tetapi Ameer sekeluarga melahirkan rasa kesal kerna kesilapan ini tidak boleh dibiarkan atau ambil sikap 'main-main aje'. Ameer sebagai cucu berhak bersuara sebab dah penat diam je.. Tapi nanti ade pulak yg suruh saya sendiri yg pergi tukar benda tu.. haha... malas nak cakap byk2...cakap sikit sudah...:-p Itulah ceritanya..

Ku Berjanji Kerna Cinta

Ku menunggu getar hatiku

Hangatku hanya untukmu

Tuk bersama selamanya

Kita berdua...

Kau selalu mengisi hariku

Dengan canda dan tawamu

Ku rasakan bahagiaku

Untukmu selalu...

Ku berjanji kerna cintaku,

Ku berharap kerna kasihmu,

Selamanya dan tak akan pernah berpisah,

Sampai kan nanti...

Meraihmu...Menggapaimu...

New Year Revolution!

Last year was expanding my mind, expanding my horizons, gaining new and empowering knowledge through travel, higher education or through religious philosophical studies. Now in 2011, this new knowledge, this new expansion, is going to be put to use. I am entering a new year.

Love, Love, Love

My love life, my current relationship has been tested for a few years now. My relationship survived and it is sturdy indeed. I know and very sure there is a long-term detoxification going on in my love life. Friendships, however, seems very happy. This year, I want to expand my social circle and meeting significant, important new friends.

Home Sweet Home & Family

The home and family situation is difficult, and this too has been tested in the past year, and will continue to be tested (I guess). My family is the reason why I am live. Mummy, daddy and sister are the centre of my life. This is as it should be; we all have different missions in life. This year, though, my family seems more important than usual. It is hard to say but I have to say. I have to. In the year 2010, I feel cramped in the home and would like to move, but there were many delays, but I just use the space I have more creatively. Creating harmony in the family will require hard work, discipline and many ‘sacrificing’ kinds of acts. And this is HARD! I must be careful about the tendency to depression, avoid it like a plague.

Revolution 2011

Ape yg nk tukar? Here I would like to say, this revolution involve E.M.O.T.I.O.N.A.L feelings only. It means re-ordering of my moods and emotional life. I need to direct and control the emotional body, the feeling body, to bring it in line, to make it act in constructive and positive ways. On a surface level, this aspect shows that I feel ‘unsafe’ in expressing my true feelings and so the tendency is to repress them, and this leads to depression, even greater explosions later on, and often physical ailments. So I need to find a safe way, a non-destructive way, to express my true feelings. Yes, they need control, but it must be done properly. Whatever method I use is not the issue; the important thing is, to apply it.

Aku keliru
Menjadi buntu
Arah yang ingin ku tuju

Rasa resah ku
Kian celaru
Dengan ilham ku tempuh

Aku cuma mahukan
Bayangan resah ku akan hilang
Tapi keadaan memaksa
Menghadapi semua

Inikah revolusi
Atau hanya ilusi
Bagaikan mimpi jadi realiti

Rasional diriku
Rasional dirimu
Penentu masa
Masa depan ku

Adakah masa
Menjadi punca
Diriku dalam dilema

Benarkah anjakan paradigma
Susuli ku terima

Aku cuma mahukan
Bayangan resah ku akan hilang
Tapi keadaan memaksa
Menghadapi semua…

"It's me" - Ameer Rizky

Myself? I tend to mistrust logic. Perhaps rightfully so. For me, it is not enough for an argument or a project to be logical; it must feel right as well. If it does not feel right, I will reject it or chafe against it. The phrase ‘follow my heart’ could have been coined by me, because it describes exactly my attitude to life.

The power to feel is a more direct, more immediate, method of knowing than thinking is. Thinking is indirect. Thinking about a thing never touches the thing itself. Feeling is a faculty that touches directly the thing or issue in the question. I actually experience it. Emotional feeling is almost like another sense which human possess, a physic sense. Since the realities I come in contact with during my lifetime are often painful and even destructive, it is not surprising that I choose to erect barriers, a shell, to protect my vulnerable, sensitive nature. To me, this is only a common sense.

If I am in the presence of people they do not know, or find themselves in a hostile environment, up goes the shell and they feel protected. Other people often complain about this, but one must question these other people’s motives. Why does this shell disturb them? Is it perhaps because they would like to sting, and feel frustrated that they cannot? If your intentions are honourable and you are patient, have no fear. The shell will open up and you will be accepted as part of my circle of family and friends.

Thought-processes are generally analytic and dissociating. In order to think clearly we must make distinctions, comparison and the like. But the feeling is unifying and integrative. To think clearly about something you have to distance yourself from it. To feel something you must get close to it. Once I have accepted you as a friend, he or she will hang on. You have to be really bad to lose the friendship of me. If you are related to me, I will never let you go no matter what you do. I will always try to maintain some kind of connection even in the most extreme circumstances.